Some Thoughts

DJ and I got to spend about 5 whole hours together yesterday! We went to a wedding. It was lovely. The bride was lovely, the food was lovely.  (Way to go Mitch! It's about time dude.) I am so glad that we have the opportunity to witness others sealing ceremonies, the words are so much more meaningful after you start building your life together, and you have worries and trials and responsibilities, and throw a little posterity in the mix!

Sometimes I wonder if I missed the fancy and freedom of my early 20's by marrying young. Other times I am terribly grateful that I didn't have to spend 10 years alone and searching.

You know how you can NEVER find your cell phone? Is it me? Is it pregnancy brain? It's getting really old. This is like, a twice a week thing for me. DJ doesn't understand how I could possible misplace it. (Hon, I don't wear it clipped to my hip like you.) I hope nobody needs me today, cause I am unavailable, please leave a message.

I am having issues getting video from my camera to computer. I need to spend some time today and try to get some videos loaded. Hope it will work because whenever I write about something the girls do I always think to myself that it would be so much better to actually see them do it again and again. Preserve that laughter, that youthful energy forever!

Today Roo said, showing me a rock she found in the grass, "What my heck!" Hilarious. Her voice has the most endearing pitch to it right now, totally 2 year old, totally her own. I want to bottle it up. Excepting the parts when she yells, "No!" to Talia at the top of her lungs. Not so cute.

I want to re-decorate a room so bad I ache. I am seeing so many wonderfully inspiring things, I could do my whole house again. I want to sew. I want to paint. I want to move furniture! Not even my pregnancy tiredness could hold me back if I just had a the $$$$. Even $$$. I am craving change! Funny how some people never want it. Fear it even. Me, I long for it. Mostly for the excuse to create something. New bedroom looks for the girls are looming on the horizon, but are still too far to reach out and touch. Patience Sarah.

I had better go and locate my little "posterity's." They were outside in the yard playing, but I have a suspicion that they are now at the neighbors house. Being adorable I can only hope. I really don't want my children to be the ones that the neighbors tolerate out of necessity. We are going for genuinely likable.

P.S. How long do you put off cleaning toilets? I am wondering how much I can get away with. I SO don't want to do that today. You know what's funny? I think DJ believes that they clean themselves. He says to me yesterday, when I was lamenting over the state of the bathroom while getting ready for the wedding, "It's not filthy, you don't have to clean it yet." Oh, yea babe. Take a real good look. Just because there isn't TP rolls and pantie liners littered around the commode does not make its clean. As long as he doesn't have to kick stuff out of the way to get to the throne every morning, it's clean.

P.S.S. I love you DJ!